Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


PROFILEY

Name: Pearki
Eggcrack: 12/03
Sch: SACPS
TMS
MJC
Home: singapore

WANTSY
+good result all though my life
+a laptop of my own
+SLR camera
+wishes to come true (:

DO LEAVE ME A TAGY

LINKSY

Cuthbert. Desmond. Khoon Hwa. Michelle 3/2. Noelyn. Rasyidah. Jess. Joyce. Sabrina. See Voon. Yijun. Yvonne. Zulaiha. Zouyi. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend.

ARCHIVES;

November 2008 December 2008 May 2010 June 2010 September 2010 December 2010 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 April 2012 July 2012 October 2012 November 2012 January 2013 February 2013 March 2013 April 2013 July 2013

CREDITS;

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture 1
Picture 2
Splatter Brushes
Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

Friday, April 12, 2013
1:30 AM

if only its easy...

want to care, but cannot care.
want to show emotions, but have to hold them all back.
want to stop all these habits, but its so difficult
hoping that things will change, but have to pretend i have no feelings at all.

mayb just turning into a cold blooded person would make life so much easier
mayb from the start i shouldnt be expecting anything from this
mayb ive been taking wrong routes one after another for all my life without realising

so what am i supposed to do now?
im losing everything- hope, faith, confidence, love?- but i have to pretend to be strong
show the world that im not weak, hide all feelings away.
just cos there are ppl who depend on me for support, ppl who need my help

i guess locking up all feelings, memories and emotions for the rest of my life is a solution.. but is there a better one?
a less painful one?

Will you ever notice me...