Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


PROFILEY

Name: Pearki
Eggcrack: 12/03
Sch: SACPS
TMS
MJC
Home: singapore

WANTSY
+good result all though my life
+a laptop of my own
+SLR camera
+wishes to come true (:

DO LEAVE ME A TAGY

LINKSY

Cuthbert. Desmond. Khoon Hwa. Michelle 3/2. Noelyn. Rasyidah. Jess. Joyce. Sabrina. See Voon. Yijun. Yvonne. Zulaiha. Zouyi. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend. friend.

ARCHIVES;

November 2008 December 2008 May 2010 June 2010 September 2010 December 2010 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 April 2012 July 2012 October 2012 November 2012 January 2013 February 2013 March 2013 April 2013 July 2013

CREDITS;

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture 1
Picture 2
Splatter Brushes
Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

Tuesday, October 25, 2011
11:28 PM

wow.. never thought i might die early
maybe i shouldnt have researched on it
or.. i shouldnt even have started reading on it
then i wun be feeling so scared

reading more on it only made me feel weaker
reading more on it only made me more scared

fearing that what i think is true
fearing for the worst that can happen
fearing that..
i will leave this world sooner than i thought

haiz...

dying early...

i guess if i cant prevent it.. then its fate..

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, October 19, 2011
2:28 AM

i guess i need to get used to this.
shouldnt be too affected everytime it happens
after all, its short.. gone even before i can say anything
just look, see, listen, forget and move on
shouldnt be that difficult right, pearki?
went through it a few times
its not like meeting a stranger
just take it like its the norm and
well... get on with what you are doing
get on with life i suppose

i chose this route... i chose this person
i should know what lies in front of me
i should know what to expect
i should know what i should/should not do
i should know how i should do what im supposed to do

if id know all this, i wouldnt be putting up this post at all
oh well.. time for bed .. if i can even sleep that is..

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, October 16, 2011
1:31 PM

why..

why at this point of time then feel like giving up
all the momentum all gone
all the encouragement doesnt work

im not at the lower ends..
i noe there's still hope..
but why the feeling so strong

freak this shyt

T_T ):

Will you ever notice me...

12:12 AM

i dun understand
i dun understand
i dun understanddddddddd
screw this piece of shitttt

dun feel like studying
tired of studying
dowana study

!!!!!!!

stupid lah.. why this kind of feeling come at this kind of timing
GGfied

Will you ever notice me...