so what now.. gona just not talk for weeks? or you wan years?
i've never done silent treatment to you before, doesnt it show anything at all?
or am i really expecting too much from you that you are getting tired.

doesnt my actions show my disappointment
doesnt it show that im pissed
doesnt it tell you that i need you to do something

i noe your course is difficult
but it doesnt mean it is everything
it doesnt mean all other courses are BS or uber simple
as you are trying to compare difficulty, at the same time, can you at least try and see that im dying in this 'simple' course
im also a human

i noe you are smart
but doesnt mean im stupid to the extent where i cant get anything right.
when you are wrong, just admit it..
im already not arguing with you over little things anymore
but not only guys have pride, i do too.

im already constantly lowering my expectations of this r/s
so that you can have the time to do your stuff, studying, dance, go out with friends and your family
but it feels like i no longer expect anything already
feels like i dun even expect you to appear when you should

if u dont wan this anymore, tell me.. tell me so that i can let go earlier,
instead of waiting and waiting for things that wont happen
tell me so that i can slowly start to stop caring
instead of being here wasting my time everyday
secretly trying to guess what you are doing
secretly trying to know what is going on in your life
getting angry to myself when you sleep late
its not fun at all...

i tried...