Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


PROFILEY

Name: Pearki
Eggcrack: 12/03
Sch: SACPS
TMS
MJC
Home: singapore

WANTSY
+good result all though my life
+a laptop of my own
+SLR camera
+wishes to come true (:

DO LEAVE ME A TAGY

LINKSY

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ARCHIVES;

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Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

Friday, April 29, 2011
1:45 AM

every few alternate days
it happens
its tiring
its stressful..
i believe for you,
its the same

its hindering you from doing your work
and neither am i doing mine
would it be better if it just ends here?
at least you would be able to have more time to yourself
instead of talking to me everyday
and get affected almost every other day
at least you would be able to do your work
and maybe even do a lot better than what you are doing now

im stupid
the stupidest girl in this entire universe
you chose the wrong one
the one who cannot comfort you when your down
the one who makes you piss when you are already stressed up
the one who doesnt know how to solve your problems
the one who..
would just drag you down even more

just maybe..
i should take the initiative
and ask to let you go..
even if its painful
but it will do you good
hopefully..

i really wonder
how would life be like without you...

im really sorry.... <3

Will you ever notice me...

Tuesday, April 26, 2011
11:43 PM

i really hope you dont give up
dont give up trying
dont give up striving

you're not worthless/hopeless/useless
you're alot more than all these to me

its really painful seeing you like this,
giving up on life
giving up on your future
thinking negatively
when there is so many people willing to encourage you
and even help you achieve more

as long as you want it,
i will stay by your side
to try and encourage you
to try and push you
to help you along as much as i can.
ur worth alot alot more to me than you think

plss..
bu yao fang qi
bu guan fa sheng she me shi
wo hui yi zhi zai ni shen bian
pei zhe ni

as long as you dont let go,
i'll try to be there for you
anytime you want me to...

Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, April 21, 2011
12:45 AM

am soooo glad all the emo stuff are over

but will we experience this again?
or is everything really the past..

i get worried..
i get angry..
all because of you

but i guess its all worth it
even if it wastes alot of my time

i duno how to stop your phobia.. i feel useless
im not with you when your scared.. i feel like shyt
will i always not be there when you need me?
am i that dumb and useless?

your not confident..
i try to avoid the topic on studies
but its impossible..
will i continue to piss you off?
is there anyway i can help to boost your confidence
such that no more problems will arise?

every quarrel
every fight
its damn pain
until i can really die

i dont wana have anything like this anymore
but is it possible?

going back to the happy times now
is a relief
but ... will it last? how long?
i hope its a yes.. i hope its very very very very long


<3

Will you ever notice me...

Sunday, April 10, 2011
2:32 PM

"i wan to give up on life..dats all"

dats all??
wat do you mean dats all??
you give up on life. then what about me? T.T
have you ever thought of that before telling me that?
i know you are feeling damn sad now.. shaken by all the results
not having enough confidence to carry on..
but i have that faith in you
i know you would do fine
no matter what comes to you to put you down

i cannot think of how i can carry on with my life
if you want to give up on yours..
its a tough time for you
and so it is for me.
you are THAT important

please Yang.. have more confidence and faith
know that i will be by your side if you want me to
your not alone..
and i wont want you to be
but i can only walk by your side with you, if you allow me to

its really painful to see you behaving like this
when all i can do is to hope that you reply my msgs
and know that you are safe

have the mental strength to carry on, boy
i know you can do it

i am always with you <3

Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, April 9, 2011
3:20 PM

so what if i did better?
i know your disappointed
this outweighs all the happiness i had when i got the news..
i heard you talking about
know how you feel like..
you teared
but i did too
your feelings affect mine
but sometimes i really dont understand
did i do something wrong?
why did you have that kind of attitude towards me?
as much as it worries me to death
im afraid
pls enlighten me
you feel like dying, and i do too

kan ni zhe yang, wo ye zhen de hen nan shou

Will you ever notice me...